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  © 2011 by Lauraine Snelling

  Published by Bethany House Publishers

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  Baker Publishing Group, Grand Rapids, Michigan.

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  Ebook edition created 2011

  Ebook corrections 5.22.2012

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  ISBN 978-1-4412-3397-4

  Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data is on file at the Library of Congress, Washington, DC.

  Cover design by John Hamilton Design

  To my friend Woodeene, who has pulled me out of the fire so often, especially, but not only, when my computer would eat a chapter. Computers mind for her, mastermind that she is. Besides that, she listens closely, gives wise advice as we wade through life’s many challenges, and makes me laugh when technology makes me cry. God gave us each other, and we live and share His unconditional love. To God be the glory.

  Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  Copyright Page

  Dedication

  Epigraph

  1 2 3 4 5

  6 7 8 9 10

  11 12 13 14 15

  16 17 18 19 20

  21 22 23 24 25

  26 27

  Acknowledgments

  About the Author

  Books by Lauraine Snelling Page

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  Back Cover

  Who am I, daughter of the wind,

  The wind that brings rain,

  The wind that brings life?

  I am she who breathes deep of that wind,

  Drinks until full of the rain,

  Lives so that others

  Yearn for the wind.

  1

  OCTOBER 1, 1906

  DICKINSON, NORTH DAKOTA

  Just get through today,” Cassie told herself, as she did every October first.

  As far as she could figure, hard work was the only antidote to the grief that threatened to paralyze her. So far, on this day that had started, as every day, before dawn, she had given her trick-riding pinto, Wind Dancer, a bath, brushed him dry, and made sure not one tangle remained in his black-and-white mane and tail. She had cleaned and polished his hooves and would have brushed his teeth, if that were possible.

  Her tent on the grounds of the Lockwood and Talbot Wild West Show would meet military standards for order and cleanliness, the supplies in her trunk all folded or placed precisely. Her guns gleamed from polishing; no trace of gunpowder or dust would dare adhere to stocks or barrels. All were wrapped in cotton cloths and returned to their cases.

  If George had allowed it, she would have scrubbed him too, but while the ancient buffalo bull enjoyed a good grooming, he didn’t care for bathing. Even Cassie knew better than to push her friend too far. Her dog, Othello, on the other hand, had been scrubbed to the point of nearly losing his wiry hair—and his dignity. While he stayed near her in the corral, he kept his head turned the other way.

  It was only three o’clock. If there had been a show today, she could have handled the memories better. Digging into the grooming bucket, she pulled out a carrot and fed it to George. The crunching brought Othello over to sit by the bucket, hinting that he’d like one too but was too miffed to ask.

  She broke a second carrot in half and fed part to the dog and the rest to Wind Dancer. Between the pinto and the buffalo, where no one else could see her, she let the tears that had been burning behind her eyes all day pour forth. Othello abandoned his resentment and came to sit at her feet as she cried into Wind Dancer’s mane. George snorted and shook his head but stayed right beside her, as he had ever since she bottle-fed him as a calf after his mother died.

  Would the tears never cease? Such was the case every year, no matter how hard she fought to control her emotions. All the other performers had learned to leave her alone if they didn’t want to lose their head.

  Her mother and father had both died on October first, five years apart. For Cassie Lockwood, at age ten, losing her mother had taken the light from her world, but when she was fifteen and her father died, her life nearly went with him. Each of the five years since, she had struggled through this day of memory, praying for peace and comfort, feeling that God had left her right along with her parents.

  After what seemed like hours she wiped her tears on George’s dense coat and heaved a sigh that came clear up from her toes. She rubbed his favorite spot, right above his eye and onto his forehead, turned to Wind Dancer and did the same, then leaned down and ruffled Othello’s ears. “Maybe I should just give up and cry it out at the beginning of the day. You think it would be easier?”

  George nudged her with his broad black nose, so she petted him some more too. Safe between her three animal friends, she wiped her eyes on her shirttail before tucking it back into the waistband of her britches. With her mother no longer around to force her into the niceties of womanhood, Cassie wore pants to work around the animals. As the star of the show with her trick riding and shooting, she pretty much did as she pleased, but when she entered the arena, she was all professional. Her mother and father, who headlined before her, had taught her well.

  “Miss Cassie.” Micah—he never had given a last name—waited patiently for her outside the corral.

  “I’ll be along soon.”

  “You are all right now?” While slow of speech and movement, Micah had a way with animals that bordered on legendary.

  “Yes, thank you.” Or at least I soon will be.

  “The supper bell rang.”

  Really? I didn’t even hear it. “Long ago?”

  “Food will be gone soon.”

  Cassie heaved another sigh and picked up her bucket. She gave each of her friends another pat and exited the corral out the swinging gate. Othello remained at her knee, and Micah fell into step beside her. He took the bucket and went to set it inside her tent before catching up with her again. Sometimes she wondered who was guarding whom. Years before, she had come upon two of the young roustabouts deviling him and lit into them like a swarm of bees. Micah had assigned himself to her service ever since, along with taking care of the show stock of Longhorn cattle, buffalo, and horses. He’d arrived one night, skinny and starving, and grew into the length of his feet, but while strong, he had a whipcord stature. He saved his rare smiles for Cassie and the animals.

  “You hungry?”

  Cassie thought a moment. Yes. That rumbling in her belly was most likely hunger now that the pain of grief had retired to await another vulnerable time. “I guess. You know what’s for supper?”

  “Smells like pork chops.”

  Othello whined, so Micah dropped a hand down to the dog’s head. “I’ll save you my bones. Don’t worry.”

  Cassie knew that Micah carried on more conversations with the animals than he did with humans, and she no longer let it bother her. Others were not so tolerant. Since Micah listened more than he talked, he usually knew what was happening in their confined world of travel and performing. October was usually the final month of the show season before they headed south to winter in warmer weather. When her father ran the show, they did enough gigs in the winter season to keep all of the cast and crew employed. Not so with Jason Talbot, her father’s f
ormer partner and Uncle Jason to her, an honorary title for the family friend she’d known all her life. He’d promised both her and her father that he would see to Cassie’s care as long as she needed him.

  “Something strange going on.” Micah held back the flap for her to enter the cook tent ahead of him.

  “I know.” But what? Cassie thought back as she returned greetings, making sure she smiled to let her friends know she was all right. When had she first sensed the feeling?

  “You’re lookin’ better, honey,” Miz Mac, the seamstress and costume designer and keeper, said, concern darkening her fading blue eyes. She and her husband, Mac, had taken Cassie into their tent and hearts when her father died. Cassie had opted for a tent of her own when she turned eighteen, two years earlier. “We saved you a place.”

  “Thank you. We’ll be right back. How’s the food?”

  “John Henry is back.”

  “Good thing.” Cassie grinned and headed for the serving line. John Henry had left the troupe to return home for a few days to bury his father. His second in command could make good soups, but the quality slipped on other entrees.

  With their trays full, Cassie and her cohort made their way back to the table without incident, but several conversations had hushed as they passed. Folks always thought she belonged more on the management side, a slight cut above the performers. She’d never be able to disabuse them of that notion. She might call him Uncle Jason, but he never shared business information with her, still thinking of her as that cute little pigtailed girl who used to sit on his knee. At least that was Cassie’s take on things.

  Halfway through her meal, weariness rolled over her like a huge wave, leaving her foundering in the backwash. The conversation around her faded as she fought to stay awake. Two nights of little sleep had a tendency to do that to a person. She set the remainder of her plate on the ground for Othello, bid the others good-night, and headed for her tent. Tomorrow would be a show day, a better day for sure. Maybe her sense of apprehension was on high alert because she was so tired.

  2

  Othello growled from the door of her tent.

  A string of profanity and the thuds of a fight jerked her from a deep sleep the next morning. The degree of light coming through the tent walls told her it was time to get up. The fighting reminded her that something in their show world was indeed wrong, or going wrong, because fisticuffs were rare on the lot. A body crashed into the tent wall, setting the tent poles to screeching.

  “All right, you two, break it up before you get a broken head,” someone called.

  “He said—”

  “I don’t care who said what. Keep it up and Talbot will dock your pay or send you down the road. You both been here too long to let some stupid little argument bring you down.”

  Cassie recognized the voice. Shorty Simmons, second in command, could easily take the two miscreants and knock their heads together had he so desired. But he rarely used his superior size when common sense would do, like today. As the sounds of the three faded, Cassie threw back the covers on her cot and, sitting up, swung her feet to the rug to find her slippers. Dressed in a matter of minutes, she made her bed and neatened the already pristine area. As she inhaled, she realized the cloud of grief had again passed and she was back to being herself. She whistled for Othello and caught herself whistling a tune on the way to the cook tent. Micah would have already fed and watered her animals, along with all the others. Sometimes she wondered if he ever slept.

  A cut lip on one and a swelling eye on the other told her who had been fighting without her needing to ask.

  “Sorry if we woke you.” The dirtier of the two turned to her in the chow line.

  “You better get cleaned up before Jason sees you.” She picked up her tray. “You gone crazy or something? You know the rules.”

  “I know.” He glanced at her over his shoulder. “You heard anything? The tension around here can be cut with a sword.”

  The other members of the cast thought she had an inside track to Jason Talbot, but she didn’t, and no amount of explaining had changed their minds. “Any thoughts on it?” she asked.

  “Nope. Nobody has.”

  Cassie filled her tray with bacon, scrambled eggs, and two biscuits, and then added a dollop of applesauce. One of the cook’s helpers would be bringing the coffeepot around to the tables. She settled down at the end of one of the tables and bowed her head for the table grace she’d learned from her Norwegian mother.

  Every once in a while, she allowed herself to dream of going to Norway, the land of her mother’s birth. But more often she dreamed of the valley her father had created for her in her mind. At first the valley was his dream, but through the years it had become hers as well. They would leave the world of the Wild West shows with enough money tucked away to build a ranch in that Black Hills valley he’d discovered and raise cattle and fine horses. His big stallion, Lobos, was to have been the stud. Then Lobos had to be put down because someone fed him too much grain and he foundered. Sometime after that, her father died.

  Do not think of that today, she ordered herself as she spread butter and jam on her biscuits. “Yesterday is gone, tomorrow not yet here, so live today the best you can” had been one of her mother’s favorite sayings. And today was show day. She glanced around the tent, but Uncle Jason was not at his usual table. If she allowed herself to think about it, she had to admit he didn’t make it to breakfast much anymore. Rumor had it he was sleeping off the night before, but sometimes not knowing something for sure made acceptance easier.

  Was it her place to confront him? She mopped up her eggs with the biscuit. Surely not.

  The feeling was even stronger that afternoon, an almost palpable miasma. Something was wrong—but what? And where could she go for answers?

  Wearing her red-fringed skirt and white shirt, Cassie Lockwood studied the performers of the Lockwood and Talbot Wild West Show as they lined up for the opening parade around the wide open arena. The United States flag snapped in the breeze above the uniformed riders waiting for the big wooden gates to swing open. The snorts of horses, the jingle of harnesses, the laughter of performers, and the tuning of instruments were all normal sounds. She glanced down at the scruffy dog sitting placidly by Wind Dancer’s right knee. If Othello wasn’t picking up on it, then surely the feeling was only in her head. He scented trouble faster than he did birds.

  Ignore it, her mind commanded. Concentrate on the parade and getting through this performance. She went through this ritual before every performance— butterflies vaulting in her middle, her mouth as dry as a desert. At least she’d progressed to the point that her hands no longer shook. Think about something else. Her father had said he always thought of his valley, and that calmed him down. But she’d never been there. All those years he promised they would go to the valley in the Black Hills of South Dakota. But he died before he was able to keep the promise. So she’d promised him she’d go there herself. Were deathbed promises breakable? How could she ever get there, wherever there was. The thought clenched her throat. Think on something else.

  The drums crashed, the trumpets blared, the gates swung open, and the performers of the internationally known company burst into the sunny outdoor arena, led by horse-mounted flag bearers. Jason Talbot, decked out in cutaway frock coat and wide-brimmed white hat, welcomed the crowd that filled not only the wooden bleachers but overflowed to line the far fences. This final afternoon performance of their stay in Dickinson, North Dakota, was off to a sparkling start. The crisp fall breeze was finally breaking the heat spell that had nearly drowned the region in stifling humidity.

  As the mounted Indians nudged their horses into a gallop, Wind Dancer waited for her signal to join the racing parade. Three chuck wagons were lined up behind them, their horses tugging at their bits. The excitement was as contagious to the animals as to the human performers.

  The applause swelled when Cassie passed through the gates. Some called her the Darling of the West and other
s the greatest sharpshooter since Annie Oakley, but her official title was the Shooting Princess, since her mother had been a member of the Norwegian royal family. Whatever the name, people flocked to watch her perform. Between trick riding and sharpshooting, she always fulfilled their high expectations. She circled the arena, waved to the crowds, and then exited the gates to wait for the pioneer and Wild West scenes to be presented.

  Knowing it would be about an hour before her turn in the ring, Cassie dismounted in front of her tent and tied her pinto to the hitching post. She leaned against his shoulder, waiting for her heart to return to normal. Giving him a good brushing would soothe both of them. She pulled off Wind Dancer’s saddle and breast collar, setting them on the other end of the rail, and went for a brush and currycomb.

  Othello flopped down in the shade of the tent after scratching one ear with a long hind leg. He was not the most handsome dog around, but he more than made up for his looks in the brain department. He often knew what she was going to do next before she did. Between Wind Dancer and Othello, Cassie knew she had the most stalwart and faithful friends anyone could have. And George, of course. Wouldn’t that be a lark if she let him in the arena to follow her around like he did in the corral? The big bad bull buffalo. Her smile at the thought released some of the tension in her neck.

  After a brushing, a wipe-down with a cloth, and a nuzzle from her horse, she checked her guns and ammunition. When she heard the applause after the attack on the settlers’ cabin, she replaced her tack and mounted to head back to the arena, her heart rate kicking up again, no matter how many deep breaths she sucked in to try to keep it from happening.

  “You have everything?” Micah asked, picking up the leather satchels that contained her guns. Though Micah spent most of his time caring for the animals, he made it a point to recheck Cassie’s gear and make sure it was where it was supposed to be at showtime.